School was fucking horrible.

( Help me see the detached rawness of reality )

I had a panic attack at band practice tonight. I ended up staying in the band room until nine o'clock with Miss B., trying to calm down.

I hate my stupid head.

*coughs importantly* Let's get the announcements over with...if you haven't already, please, please go here http://enteringxghost.livejournal.com/25273.html and to the very bottom of the entry to fill out a survey! I will worship you forever and give you your favorite kind of cuppycake if you do. :D

Beginning rant now.

My English teacher is a bitch.

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I am so worn out. I don't feel good. Today was a bad day. I just feel...melancholy. Is that the right word? I kind of feel like being a bad kid and getting drunk and playing my guitar all night long, but one, I'm too lazy to get up and search out the wine/vodka, and two, I just want to sleep.

I haven't been able to sleep in ages. I keep having ( Read more... )

I'm having a really horrible week, and it's only Wednesday. Well, the bad "week" started back on Saturday, I think, but who cares. The few good moments are great, but the rest...I don't even feel like fucking explaining right now, and I know I sound all angsty at the moment, but stuff is really starting to suck. School is just enraging. The ( Read more... )